Sunday, December 11, 2011


I USED TO BE HAPPY !!!!!

HEY YOU !

HELP ME!! Anyone please :(

I WILL TRY MY BEST TO


THEN START A NEW ONE


Once Upon a Time


ONCE UPON A TIME


A HAPPY COUPLE



BREAKS UP



AND THERE IS A BROKEN HEART



A CRYING GIRL THAT FEEL DISSAPOINTED



THEN A KIND MAN COME, AND SAVE HER FROM LONELINESS



THEY BECOME FRIEND AND CLOSER AND MORE CLOSER



BUT THEN, THE MEMORY POP OUT FROM PAST



THE LITTLE GIRL MISSING SOMETHING
THAT IS FORBIDDEN TO BE

sigh



I don't know
I don't understand
I can never give it up
but I can't forever goes on

This shit just happen so fast
When love become hate
and the habbit become past
I just can believe in fate

Actually it is fifty fifty
And I know I'm become sluty
Hold on two arms
That belongs to one

This love still
This heartbreaks too
This soul ills
Confuse I do

If there's a chance to come back
I don't know what to do
If there's a chance to start the new
I don't know too

I AM AFRAID FOR EVERYTHING
HELP ME :'(

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Ga-In – 돌이킬 수 없는 (Irreversible)

after I watch this I cried for sure :'(
she is sooooooo BEAURGEOUS !!!

watch out !


가인

tteona ryeoneun neoye daril butdeulgo
nareul mireo naeneun ne pare mae dallin chae
deoneun ireo jido mothae, jeoreo jido mothae, nareul yokbo igo
deoreob hyejil bin gotdo an nameun, nae momen nappeun piman heureuneun
geujeo jjalbeun hansum, gabyeob gedo ganeun neoye han georeum


Kill me, or love me
duljunge hana
jichigo jichyeodo tto dashi bireodo neon tto
nareul milchyeo tto
ilcho icho samcho sacho…
ireol baye nan jugeullae


Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
da saebbalgan geojit mallo deullineun, nan byeorang kkeute mollineun
Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
iseutorien joheun kkeutiran eobseo
neol nohgo malgoran eobseo
jjaekkak jjaekkak dallineun jeo baneul kkeuteun nae mameul
tto jjireunda, nal ullinda
wae nal ireohke maldeureo, wae dori gilsu eobtge mandeureo
niga haneun malda, lie and lie


gieo inan neoreul jabgo beotigo
nareul pago deuneun sangcheomajeo moreun chae
deoneun manggajil su jocha, buseo jilsu jocha, eobshi muneo jigo
kkamahge tan nunmulman heureuneun, kari dwe eo bakhineun
neoye jjalbeun hansum…
geurigo tto dogi geollin han georeum


Kill me, or love me
seontaegeun hana
ulgo sorichigo bilgo aewonhaedo neon tto
georeumeul ttetgo
ilcho icho samcho sacho…
ne aneseo nan jugeullae



Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
da saebbalgan geojit mallo deullineun, nan byeorang kkeute mollineun
Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
iseutorien joheun kkeutiran eobseo
neol nohgo malgoran eobseo
jjaekkak jjaekkak dallineun jeo baneul kkeuteun nae mameul
tto jjireunda, nal ullinda
wae nal ireohke maldeureo, wae dori gilsu eobtge mandeureo
niga haneun malda, lie and lie


(moreu syeotguna… bogi boda na meori nabbeunde…)

jjaekkak jjaekkak shiganeun tto heulleo heulleo nae mameul
tto heundeunda nal heundeunda
kkeuteuro dallin ni mari
nal yeogi kkaji oge mandeureo
naege haneun malda, lie and lie


Translation
You want to leave but I keep holding your leg
I hang on to your arm which pushes me away
You can’t decide what you want and you just humiliate me
There’s not even a tainted, empty place left and only bad blood is flowing inside my body
The short breath as always, you’re walking away so easily

Kill me or love me
One of these two
Even if I’m tired, become exhausted, beg again, you once more
You push me down once more
1 second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, 4 seconds…
If this is the way things are, then I want to die

Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
I hear everything as a downright lie, I get pushed to the edge of the cliff
Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
There is no happy end to this story
There is no “I’ll just let go of you”
“Tick Tick” the end of the moving needle
is piercing my heart, it’s making me cry
Why did you turn me into this, why did you make this irreversible
Everything you say is a lie and lie

After all, I grab and hold on to you
To the point where I am unaware of the pain digging inside me
I collapse because I can’t even get broken and crushed anymore
Only black tears are flowing, it became a knife and got stuck in my ear
Your short breath…
And the poisonous steps, again…

Kill me or love me
There’s only one choice
Even if I’m crying, yelling, begging, pleading, you once more
begin to walk
1 second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, 4 seconds…
I want to die inside of you

Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
I hear everything as a downright lie, I get pushed to the edge of the cliff
Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie
There is no happy end to this story
There is no “I’ll just let go of you”
“Tick Tick” the end of the moving needle
is piercing my heart, it’s making me cry
Why did you turn me into this, why did you make this irreversible
Everything you say is a lie and lie

“Tick Tick” the time is once more flowing, flowing
It’s shaking my heart, it’s shaking me
Your words which run towards the end
make me come to this point
Everything you say to me is a lie and lie

I'm officially become a SONE :)

SONE
The Girls' Generation Official Fans Club
aaaaa~
I dont know since when I LOVE THEM
but yeah I LOVE THEM NOW !!!










GIRLS' GENERATION MAKE 'EM FEEL THE HEAT
KYAAAAAAH~~~

Y I M SO CONFUSE ?!

  

I TRY TO BE IDGAF

BUT THINGS JUST COME AND MESSED ME UP

STUCK IN A GAME THAT I HAD BEEN STARTED

LIKE A NIGHTMARE WHERE I CAN'T WAKE UP




CHAPTER GOES ON

SETTING CHANGES

PEOPLE COME AND GONE

LEAVE ONLY PAINS




THE ONE THAT I THOUGHT WILL NEVER LEAVE

WALK AWAY

THE ONE THAT I MOST BELIEVE

SAY GOODBYE




NEW FACE APPEARS

NEW PLACE BRINGS FEARS




I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM

I DON'T EVEN KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I FEEL

I CAN SMILE I CAN DANCE

BUT I KNOW I AM ILL




FAMILY

FRIENDS

LIFE HARMONY

THEY CAN MAKE ME FEEL BETTER FOR A LITTLE WHILE




BUT IT'S DIFFERENT WHEN I'M ALONE




I FEEL LIKE I TOTALLY ALONE




WHAT THE HELL

):)(:(

Friday, December 2, 2011

For My 'Heart Guardian'

Once when I was a child, I had  an imagination friend.

Till now, I still asking myself,
Is he a ghost?
Is he an angel?
Is he a devil?
Or is he just a fantasy of mine?
I don't know... I just felt happy play with him, I felt save when he was near, and he made me felt have someone that really care.

But when I gettin' older, he just gone, I never see hem again, but I feel him, always, in my heart.
Something in my head told me that he is not gone, he just fade, he will always here by my side.
He is in the every man/boy that love me and I love
He is there ... always there watchover me ..

Somehow,
In every heart breaks that I felt. A boy/man gone from my life, but something in my heart standstill .. Looking for another 'he' inside.